Monday, October 24, 2005

wow. It has been weeks since I've felt any sort of twinges of jealousy. And tonight, out of no where, it struck. Like a little worm tunneling it's way into my brain.

but this time I need to nip it in the bud. why is this time different?
it just has to be. I need to live my life trusting people. not always feeling like I am being lied to.