I matter.

For the first time in a very long time, I feel like I matter. I actually woke up with a smile on my face, looked in the mirror and smiled at who I saw. (and I'll even admit I like her.) Maybe its the excitement of the coming days (vacation!) or just that it's that time of year, when I always gain some momentum and start to feel good.

I've been in a deep rut for about a month. Just wallowing in self pity and hatred.

But today, the sun is shining and I'm so ready take on the world! :)