Wednesday, August 04, 2004

I'm really starting to feel as if I'm floudering. I have no goal that I'm actively working towards. Everything I have to look forward to is short term. I feel like there is nothing solid to hold on to. So instead, I'm 'floundering' flopping about in no particular direction, but all directions all at once.

I need stability. I need responsibility. I need motivation. I need creativity.