bumpy

I've been feeling a bit bumpy these last few days. Sure there is that little thing called a visit from Aunt Flo, but, sometimes I wonder if it is a bit deeper than that.

A little tiredness. A little heartache. I wake from obsessive bad dreams of losing important people in my life.

And that stuff sticks in my head all day.

Where is that peace that I had a few days ago. Where is that trust I felt sure was as solid as a brick wall.

When will I waver back from obsessive and scared to okay again?