bumpy

I've been feeling a bit bumpy these last few days. Sure there is that little thing called a visit from Aunt Flo, but, sometimes I wonder if it is a bit deeper than that.

A little tiredness. A little heartache. I wake from obsessive bad dreams of losing important people in my life.

And that stuff sticks in my head all day.

Where is that peace that I had a few days ago. Where is that trust I felt sure was as solid as a brick wall.

When will I waver back from obsessive and scared to okay again?

no sleep for the weary

Well, it's almost time for work and I've been up for hours. :( I had a terrible stomach ache last night and it came back and woke me up. Not to mention I had a crazy dream about driving a truck and giving birth. Not at the same time, mind you. ;)

Not sure why I dreamed about the truck, but as for giving birth, well, that is what I get for reading about fertility before sleeping. :P

Anyway, I'm awake. I've got some peppermint tea, and a nice quiet hour to kill before I wake him.:)