patience

I'm feeling a little uneasy. worried about everything and nothing all at once. needing a break and to be on top of everything.

wondering lately if stress is the culprit of my body not acting as it should... for two months :(

trying not to beat myself up. just take it slow.

god I wish it were friday, even better... saturday.

I need sleep.

patience, dear one. patience. don't let the bad thoughts knocking at your door in.

no sleep for the weary

Well, it's almost time for work and I've been up for hours. :( I had a terrible stomach ache last night and it came back and woke me up. Not to mention I had a crazy dream about driving a truck and giving birth. Not at the same time, mind you. ;)

Not sure why I dreamed about the truck, but as for giving birth, well, that is what I get for reading about fertility before sleeping. :P

Anyway, I'm awake. I've got some peppermint tea, and a nice quiet hour to kill before I wake him.:)