patience

As I sat and watched a video of my best friend from highschool coo at her 2 month old, I melted. I know she is a wonderful mother. Cause she always took such good care of me back then. :)

And at the same time, my heart wrenches. I'm sad. I want my turn. I know I should be patient. But I've been patient for 6 years. When is my turn? :(

I need some change in my life. I need something big. I'm not trying to be selfish or naive.

but, why. not. me? =(

happy november

as the days go speeding by, quickly into winter, and I find myself once again swamped under piles of work at the office, luckily I can find a little solitude at home and recharge with knitting or reading or just spending time with the man I love.

an old friend of mine semi-recently turned 30. And in his blog he posted some good pointers on life. A few stuck with me...

- Cherish the good moments, fond memories, and friends that once were. A good moment in history will always be a good moment, no matter how things progressed from that point on. What was, was.

- Regret nothing. The most trying moments are in fact the most interesting.

the one... the only... Terry Ford (aka Keymaster) :)