"You are sublimely, exactly how you need to be at this moment." - SARK

I need to open my eyes a bit wider and see this. I already am who I strive to be, I just need to accept it, rather than hide from it.

Mark's choice to take his life has been weighing on my mind. He suffered from depression. I always feel like I am struggling with my own. Twisting and turning, trying to loosen it's grip it has on me, sometimes giving in when I feel tired and worn. Sometimes able to break free and run a few miles before it catches up on me.

One thing is for sure. I will not let it win. I will not succomb to the selfishness of death.

Other things bouncing through my head is the jealousy factor, the me factor. I need to convince myself that I am important. Especially after saying above paragraphs.

hrm.

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